I have a scar on my leg from a time someone hurt me. Most of the time I can wish him away, forget it all ever happened, but then I see the small damned scratch that will never heal, right where my knee hits my calf.
I can't repress that scar, but god do I try. It feels okay to hurt sometime, but only when it's on my terms, when it's catharsis and not trauma.
He hurt me and the scar doesn't hurt but what that scar means still does and I don't know if it will ever not hurt.
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